I hate my thyroid

The title says it all...

I hate my thyroid.

I have been battling hypothyroidism for two full years now. My doctor and I thought it was under control and blood work was checked a year later and my blood levels were way out of whack.  I have now went for almost another full year trying new medications to control it and we just haven't gotten there yet.  I feel so tired and lazy all the time.  I know being tired is a symptom of hypothyroid but after you feel this way for two whole years, you begin to wonder if you ever felt any way different.  I have lists and lists of projects I'd love to do but I just can't make myself go do them.   

Today I made a trip to the doctor to have my medication increased, so here goes another 6 weeks. Hope this works this time.

I just hate my thyroid.